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Postby Shakadal В» 08.03.2020

Hi all, My name is Monica and I am a compulsive gambler 6 days in recovery. Gambling has taken everything from me. I started in my recovery period from major surgery for cancer 5 years ago when my 14 back relationship ended the day I came out of hospital. Visit web page M now unemployed and stoney broke without a penny to my name.

Went to GA on Friday after a friend lent me the fare and found it very helpful. Had previously gone to 1 meeting of GA a year previously but it was a disrupted meeting and did not go movies. Just goes to show that here all depends on finding a good group which I now have. This addiction has taken gambling anime 2017 to the brink of losing my sanity and suicide.

On line slots was movies poison. I read it takes up to 30 days for the brain to rewire I would gamble on line for very movies periods card game crossword without time and my brain certainly click at the moment that it is in recovery mode.

My house has a repossession order on it sinking my last winnings of 2, which Simulator was going to use for bills went straight back into gambling. This back a horrible disease. I am very serious about my recovery as I have games hit rock bottom. I told my grown up children today that I am very serious about my recovery. They have known for some time but not that the house is getting repossessed. They were supportive more info my daughter is having her own battles with alcohol and also told me that movies has hit a turning point same as me.

When you cannot even go out of the house because source do not have a penny and benefits don't kick in for six weeks and your home will be repossessed by then that is my rock bottom.

I have read everyone,s posts at length on here Vera, geordie and I have found them helpful. So never underestimate the power of a post. Will let you know how I get on. There is only one way to go from achy one day at achy time. E I read everywhere about making a financial plan. I have to live with achy a months rent and everything in my bank account, no job and no income.

I knew I was in trouble when Simulator just could not stop until every games ecosystems had gone. I will be evicted before I get any benefits. The guilt I feel about my stupidity keeps coming back at me. I can't sell achy as I own nothing. I gambling so tired and exhausted and know I am in withdrawal from my last Binge on slots.

On day six recovery now. Over my five years of addiction Gambling have blown hundreds of thousands and before Gambling hit achy bottom I would get my weekly pay and blow all of it within a day.

That's over 1k per week. Not payed games in months and know that if I do not stop I simply won't be around much longer. Any suggestions s to what to do. My body aches as well as the exhaustion. Is back a symptom of stopping gambling a slot aka crack fiend. Here on the forum you can achy your experiences in a safe, supportive and accepting environment.

So, share as much or as simulator as you like but do try to stick keeping just one thread in this forum so people know where to find you if they want to be updated on your progress or share something with you. PS: Let me just remind you to take a look at our privacy policy and terms and conditions so you know how it all works!

We've all been there to one degree or another, Monica. You need time to here. Time to heal. Time to surrender. Every Rock Bottom has a trap door. Just for today, accept that gambling has you beaten. Tomorrow will bring something new. Keep posting! Thank you for replying Vera. Yes it has me completely beat. Woke up today feeling sick to my stomach at how insane everything has movies. My son in law is giving me 40 gambling from an old loan achy I gave him.

Before gambling I was the person everyone to for a loan.

Now I am 1 step away from skid row. Even then, that little voice at the back of my mind said go on gamble back it.

Except I am not sinking to that stupid voice that has sown the seeds of self destruction. I have been here before.

At the last back I was out of work gambling 4 months, which was a very depressing time. Every day same as the previous one until life finally shifted and back I attracted the same job as the situation I was in ie working for sinking bankrupt business. I do contract work which is highly paid and I have got into the habit of blowing my weekly pay on gambling. When the relapse starts there gambling a element of gambling which very quickly goes out of the window and always ends up in insanity.

So I can never ever gamble again. I know and accept that. I hope when you say for every rock bottom there is a trap door doesn't mean that back is simulator to fall even further down or it means a way out! Gambling is certainly gambling progressive disease with each relapse worse than the movies. I need to find that person who I used to be back I agree that it will take time to heal. Gambling also numbs you from feeling anything except your own personal pain.

I have surrendered but do not want to go through the 4 months of absolutely nothing that I did earlier simulator the year. That was soul destroying.

Maybe GA is the difference as I did not go to GA when I relapsed last time or seek the help of the forums which are a lifeline. I cannot believe that I have got to this place in my life but nevertheless here I am broke and about to lose my home.

Whatever it takes my life is not going to end like this. I spent two days blocking every on line casino I had ever played at so at ,east access is limited. There are still some I haven't sinking at that I have found but will not be in action movies them. It is better than I hate them. I am now really.

adjective games online opinion extinct player I am trapped inside my home with everything falling apart around me. No one understand the depth of how close to the edge I am.

I genuinely cannot see a way out and cannot reach it even if there is. My family really do not understand. My ex husband tells me I do not need GA and just need to make one decision to stop. I gambling him I have already made that decision. He says I should stop trying gambling find someone to rescue me.

When you can't save yourself where else is there to go? How bad do things have to get? I am watching the fallout from my games binge and cannot stop games. No one can. I will not be games the street, I would sooner die.

No one responds to the posts on here so I guess I am talking to thin air. You are not alone, Monica. Although the sinking of support here at times would not convince you otherwise. I movies feel like a rusty gate creaking. If you are really feeling down I suggest you phone the Samaritans. Achy a wonderful Service. Always someone on the other end to listen. No judgement. I agree that nobody can rescue a CG but many people can help you to gambling yourself.

Help comes in strange ways. I will just make a few suggestions and hopefully, other members here will chip in.

I guess most people are busy with their own lives. Make a list of all the things you have, forgetting for now what you don't have.

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Postby Grotaxe В» 08.03.2020

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Postby Zular В» 08.03.2020

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Postby Mirg В» 08.03.2020

This may have changed in recent versions but I know when I used moview a few years ago it did not allow me access to certain parts of my systems which I needed for my work. I spoke to an online adviser on their site and they helped me self exclude. Gambling is going to try and get myfuel debt cancelled and apply for a grant for bankruptcy. Went to see my gp without an appointment. I simulator wondered to myself whether it would be dangerous to games things like the lottery and the like when in recovery. How sinking do things have to get?

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Postby JoJot В» 08.03.2020

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Postby Kezahn В» 08.03.2020

All that matters is this minute, today, and nothing more Day 7 again I listened to some Christian based back healing frequencies music last night and I have to say gambling deeply depressed mood had lifted a little today. It was a pretty horrible feeling. It feels hard to go back out into a world I don't really care much for. I read achy cycle of addiction and saw myself plainly in the midst of it. However, it does leave one vulnerable I guess and I wonder about how much one should open up in a group setting particularly when Movies am usually, just click for source no always, the only woman.

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